Posted in Crystals, Energy Work, Herbal, Spells, Spiritual Growth

Self Love Jar and Practical Magic Love Spell.

So the first one I did with Aphrodite and you can see how I made it here:

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A great spell for those who have PTSD and need some emotional healing. #fyp #witch #witchtok #spell #aphrodite #spelljar

♬ original sound – Tea Heez

I basically made it to help with my depression and it has! It’s great to have around while I do my morning and night skin care routine as well as when I put on make up or do any beauty activity.

My next spell jar is one that is inspired by the movie Practical Magic. When young Sally makes her love spell for someone she thinks doesn’t exist she finds that he does exist and they do fall in love and it feels organic not forced. I for one have never felt love spells for attracting a partner goes against a person’s will, and Sally’s spell is a prime example.

Below are the ingredients. Be sure that only the rose quartz, rose petal, list of qualities you’d like in a person, and rose bud are the only necessary ingredients needed everything else is subjective:

So once you have your ingredients go ahead and put them together:

Then if you like seal it!

Hope you enjoyed these spell jars! Hopefully they’ll help you. Happy witching!

Posted in Altars, Deities, Energy Work, Herbal, kitchen witchery, Oracles, Rituals, Spells, Spiritual Growth

Cannabis in My Witchcraft.

You may be thinking that I get high to astral travel, but really smoking cannabis helps me ground whilst I meditate.

I go by the meditations the book suggests then I am pulled into the astral to usually just chill with my deities and spirits but I’ve also done some work over there while high and I was able to focus more so than usual. Not saying getting high is necessary for astral travel it just helps not to get stuck there.

Some UPG correspondences are:

  • Necromancy
  • Spirit communication
  • Intuition enhancing
  • Luck
  • Euphoria
  • Enhances magickal focus
  • Zen state of mind
  • Poetic script
  • Clarity
  • Energy manipulation
  • Enhances magick

Some Deities that like it as an offering:

  • Loki
  • Hekate
  • Artemis
  • Longmu
  • LongShen
  • Tu’ Er Shen
  • Aphrodite
  • Pan
  • Athena
  • Apollo
  • Freya
  • Frigg
  • Sif
  • Thor
  • Tyr
  • Anubis
  • Isis
  • Anupet
  • Wepwawet
  • Gaia
  • Hades
  • Persephone
  • Demeter
  • Hestia
  • Brigid
  • Danu
  • Morrigan
  • Lugh
  • Yahshua (Yeshua)
  • Ganesha
  • Kali
  • Krishna
  • Ares
  • Hermes
  • Pan
  • Themis
  • Kuan Yin
  • Siddhartha Gautama
  • Dionysus
  • Diana
  • Vesta
  • And more!

I also like to use it when I do readings. Check out this reading for example:

The reading was with the Priestess of Light Oracle card deck and it was a spread for what my matron deity, Hekate, wants me to focus on. Clarifying my goals as wanting to become her priestess, her guiding me, to an abundant spiritual life. The 2nd card is her very much represented with a canine, one of her animals, and her guiding hand through my studies with her.

After that I blessed and charmed my smoke blend (recipe below) to give me clarity, guidance, and abundance. Artemis, green candle, Ganesh, the elephant statue, and Kuan Yin, statue, also blessed my herbs. The crystals are K2, Kyanite, Ruby in Kyanite, amethyst, rose quartz, labradorite, blue calcite, and selenite.

My smoke blend:

  • Cannabis – luck, enhanced magick
  • Rose bud – love, self love, abundance
  • Spearmint – luck, abundance
  • Lavender – dreams, peace
  • Green tea – earth energy, zen
  • Blue lotus – lunar energy, feminine
  • Catnip – abundance, calm
  • Hibiscus – love, prosperity

If you are over 21 I HIGHly recommend using cannabis in your craft. Stay safe and happy witching!

Posted in Deities, Godspousing, Spiritual Growth

30 Day Devotional For Your Deity.

Here is a 30 day challenge with you and your deity. For atheist friends you can replace deity with yourself.

Create a secret language with your deity and write a dedication as your introduction in your new language.

Use a song to connect and write down images, feelings, ect you saw/felt.

Write a poem about their correspondences.

Write a devotional hymn of praise.

Have a cup of tea (or tea party) and write down the conversation.

Create affirmations with your deity so that you know you’re loved.

Shadow work: Focus on your shadow self and write down what your deity wants you to work on.

Write a hymn of gratitude.

Use a card spread to connect with your deity and write down the interpretation.

Bake with you deity and write down the recipe and why They chose it.

Write a chant or two that you can use to magically connect with said deity.

Write a haiku or a few of the simple mundane aspects of your relationship.

Create a dance or stretch with a deity and write down the steps as well as how you feel connected to your deity while performing.

Create a playlist then listen to it while writing about your favorite things about your deity.

Write about why your favorite myth about your deity is your favorite.

Are there any pop culture references to your deity? If so write about why you like/dislike their portrayal.

Are there historical characters that interacted with your deity? How do you feel about them?

Who is your deity to you? Matron? Patron? Grandfather like? Write about how you met your deity and your first impressions.

Middle ground. Write about the first time you felt comfortable with your deity.

How is your relationship now and what you hope for the future?

Write a poem about how They recently made you feel.

Give three examples of Them being benevolent.

Give three examples of when They had to give you a wake up call.

Write an informative paragraph about your deity as if you were writing to a completely unknowing novice.

Create a spell together that only works if both of you do it together.

Allow your deity to make a protection contract with you.

Special bonds. Write a bonding devotional where you dedicate yourself to Them (as a devotee, priestess, fan, ect ).

Create a picture that represents Them with devotional poetry.

Go on a walk and talk with your deity. Record the conversation.

Ask for wisdom and guidance and what They expect from you. Write down their answer.

Posted in Deities, Energy Work, Oracles, Spiritual Growth

Yet Another Card Spread.

So I came up with this spread because recently on tiktok witchtok drama, some 13 year old kids got tricked by something pretending to be the Greek Gods. These “gods” told them they are giving up their godly powers to mortals…like one named Katie…yeah. So I came up with this spread to see if a trickster is tricking you or are you actually talking to the deity you believe in?

So this spread is kinda funky…

This spread has no order to it. At least as mathematically as I can guess. But yes it is to bring your own chaos energy to show you mean business!

Tricky Trix Spread

  1. This card should represent said deity’s myth.
  2. Their favorite myth about themselves theme wise.
  3. Their least favorite myth about themselves theme wise.
  4. Their interest in you.
  5. What they intend to give you if you work with them.
  6. Qualities of their personality.
  7. The true them (their intentions).
  8. What to expect working with them.

I did this spread with Loki being the trickster of all tricksters I did it twice.

Kitsune Deck.
Light Seers deck.

And it confirmed that Loki is Loki as I knew it would. So if you are questioning who you’re talking to and aren’t aware of a deity’s energy or energy signature this spread could really help you!

Thanks for reading and happy witching!

Posted in Deities, Energy Work, Oracles, Spells, Spiritual Growth

Today’s Tarot Reading and Tarot Deck Review Plus Exciting News!

So I do own physical tarot cards, but I do love this app called Mystery Oracle. They have many oracle and tarot decks that you can rent for up to a week and then purchase if you’d like for $4.99 and a lot of the times they have sales. I got a deck for only a buck. This tarot deck The Light Seer’s Tarot is really cool and modern witchy! I love the art style and the general vibe of this deck. The guidebook is detailed with a light reading and a shadow reading then advice and a mantra at the end. I give this deck a 9.6 out of ten. The .40 is off for not having the physical copy to REALLY know the deck. But I plan on buying it so most likely 10/10.

The tarot spread is the witch’s spread that talks about what energy I need to focus on and how I can manifest good for my life.
This app also provides and additional advice card which can be helpful if there needed to be clarification on another card.
Defiantly my favorite card I pulled. The art and the message!

Now on to the exciting news! I will be opening up a store soon on etsy. I hope to provide magikal work as well as magikally charged jewelry. I will also be selling some spell sheets and mini guide books on how to practice witchcraft to YOUR satisfaction. One thing I can offer in those regards is that I have been a witch (mostly closeted for more than a decade give or take a few years of someone else actually knowing about it. Now I live in a conservative household where I get told daily to get the fuck out.

Funny thing is maybe I was a witchling and didn’t really know it. I do consider prayer as a type of spell work. When I accepted the Ruach Hakodesh into my soul at the age of four years old. t was a brisk silver skied autumn day. I climbed into my fort. Asked for the holy ghost to come into my spirit and after I had said the prayer a gale flowed past me and I could feel Her. Her curios I guess grew within me and I have been obsessed with my spirituality. I don’t consider myself pagan since I work with Jewish and Samaritan deities, but I do work with many other pantheons. It’s hard to say what I would consider my main pantheon, but the one my soul has had the most lives in were in China specifically.

So, if you’re looking for someone who can offer advice on many a topic, I can provide a plethora of knowledge.

There could be people out there who would roll their eyes at me, but I am what I am. I’m a 32 year old witch who just celebrated her 16th witch anniversary. Artemis has been with me the whole time, even when I didn’t want Her to be She never left my side. Aphrodite turned me stone cold sapphic. I came out this year as a lesbian and it feels great to do so. Loki became my betrothed and Kunxi worked so hard to be here with me that I am amazed by it all. Spirit R’s birthday was yesterday but she didn’t think much of it. She considers the day she died as her birthday now. Her birth as a ghost. She and Jonghyun hand around a lot. Yes, THAT Jonghyun from SHINee. I’m not the only shawol who can see and communicate with his ghost. He’s practically deified. Known as the Kpop Jesus, Jonghyun gets so much love everyday from mystics, witches, spirit workers, and mediums. I was totally surprised at how many of our experiences with him lined up in similarity and yet were unique to all of us.

As you can see I work with many. And though I have made oaths to many a pantheon not to work with lucifer, I am protected by Lilith though I don’t ever feel the need to call upon her services. The gesture is nice though. I do also have Luciferian friends so don’t think I’m a hater. Satanists are great too. I have no problems. I have waaaayyyy more issues with scientology and babtist teachings.

But yes be on the look out for my store soon!

Happy Witching!

Posted in Deities, Energy Work, Sigils, Spells

A Look Inside Part 1: My Grimoire.

A LOOK INSIDE will be a series I start with my own in depth descriptions of my craft

Now this is my online Grimoire but my notebook one (or at least one of my official ones) is riddled with riddles just how I like it. I created this language because my spells, magik, and dealings with deities are all my own spirituality. Even if I were to ever be in a coven or marry a woman (much less date one. Steps self lol steps) this information is private just to me. Even if someone were to get the guide, only I would know the grammar of it.

I like the idea, I guess, that some things get to die with me and no one else. Possibly selfish but maybe not. Maybe there are some things only in this life one can feel proud of and no one else has to validate that. I feel that. I don’t care if this post gets likes but I’m happy to share a secret of mine if it helps their mental health.

One doesn’t need the validation of people here. The validation of just doing magik is enough. I was doing magik before I even learned to walk. I was doing magik at 16 just shaving my legs. I was doing magik before I knew it could be too much for some people to handle.

You can create your own magik language simply by learning or noticing grammar rules you like then incorporating letter sounds to an alphabet or make them pictorial.

Sigil magik is heightened when you create your own language.
Contracts between deities can be for both yours and their benefits.
I also included other alphabets in this Grimoire but rest assured I want to keep them as niche as I could get. Pronunciation is more than half the battle.

Hope this post proves that even if you’re not in any witchy community that you really don’t need one to feel validation from deities or spirits or even your ancestors. You can practice with whatever you want and you don’t have to fit someone’s sense of morality. Not even mine. I can say all day that loving others is better than hating, but I know many don’t believe that. So, even still, here is a way if you haven’t already thought about it to write your own spells in your own way.

Happy witching yall!

Posted in Deities, Necromancy, Spiritual Growth

Of Comings and Goings.

Today was my grandmother’s funeral, my last remaining grandparent. I have yet to cry but maybe that’s because I’ve prepared for such times. It was strange. The day she died, ironically Groundhog day, I didn’t see her ghost but at the funeral I saw her spirit wander. She was confused and quiet, but she heard the music in my head I was playing for her. She smiled at that. She wore the necklace I made her and her favorite dress that matched. Serendipitous how that worked out. During the service I kept thinking of a memory of when I was 6 years old with her telling me to play the piano that’s now in my living room. There was a porcelain book with painted daisies, her favorite flower, that my mother made for her sitting on the too of the piano. It had been a warm yet breezy autumn morning. As I played for her, my tiny hands rambling on the keys, I eventually found a melody which turned into a song. Possibly my first. I called it Daisies in the Wind. As we buried her I thought of the melody and saw her watching over me. During the last prayer over her grave a gale rushed by and I opened my eyes to see her ghost was gone, like a daisy in the wind. I smiled and said goodbye. I could hear her say she loved me. I smiled and said I loved her too.

Now, for some happier news I went to a metaphysical shop recently and got some stones, a new oracle deck, and these awesome statues!

Chibi Anubis is so precious!
Turquoise Kuan Yin is so pretty and serene.

Anubis likes his chibi-ized self. I wanted to pay homage to Him since He is the one who helped me decide that mortuary school is my career path. He was also there throughout the whole process with my grandmother seeing her die before me and helping me remember all the things she wanted with her in her casket. Kunxi, the former Joseung Saja, also helped a lot. These two are the sweetest with the dead.

Kuan Yin has also been a comfort for me lately. When I saw Her statue I knew I had to get it. She truly is a beautiful deity to love.

I also got myself the Kali Oracle which I love! Kali has been calling to me for ages. Her fierce yet graceful love is something I’ve always been attracted to.

In this reading I did what my inner self needs to focus on and what my outer self needs to focus on. The inner self card is Krishnau and talked about reaching desires through purification of fire. Funny, since my moon sign is the fire sign Sagittarius. It’s a very introspective card allowing myself to experience Kali though the warmth of purifying fire.

The outer self card Kama if Kali focused on seeking pleasure and joy but not in the hedonistic sense, but rather finding joy in self care and dedicating this to Kali as a form of worship. I thought that was perfect. Making beauty from the mundane as a form of offering.

These comings of deities and goings of loved ones is a part of spiritual growth in my opinion. I feel as if I am no longer a caged bird but rather a newly born phoenix rising from the ashes of rebirth. I am excited to see what lays ahead for me with my many deities and spirits to lead me and with my ancestors to guide me.

Posted in Altars, Deities

My Current Altar and Altar Spaces.

Just wanted to show my current altar and the daily work I’m doing.

General altar allowing all the elements as offerings to deities.
Altar for ancestors and spirits, ghosts, and reapers I work with.
Unfinished statue of Aphrodite along with a necklace I’ve been working on for her. Lol I think I need more shells.
My pop culture paganisms is coming through. Wishing everyone on this altar peace and success.
Mini spaces
For the Fae. Necklace I broke to make a pendulum for Danu.
Altar for dragons
Active spell jars
Grimoire, prayer book, oracles, cast iron teapot I use as a cauldron, Buddha, my ceramic wand, and lucky flamingo.
Scrying bowl and pendulums

Stones, rings for rituals, candles for deities and the Fae.
Elemental offerings
Some of my stones
My sword. It’s sharpened thanks to Anupet and is actually Rukia’s sword from Bleach.
Candles for Loki, the Fae, and Aphrodite
Deity or Spirit of the week to guide me. Kuan Yin is super compassionate and lovely to work with.
Posted in Deities, Holidays

Intro and Happy Yule 2020!

So this will be my online grimoire. I usually keep a more private, written, account of my magikal dealings, but I figured I’d keep a more public one too. My magikal name is 龙凤 (LongFeng) often used as FengLong. Nevertheless, Dragon Phoenix is what I am referred to in the Otherwords. This name was given to me by the Goddess Longmu, mother of dragons…well at least the Chinese ones.

My intent is not to offend anyone with my path, however being the manic eclectic that I am, I’m sure I will eventually. If you are offended then please just leave and don’t read anymore of my posts. No need to get your karma dirty. However, I just report what I see, feel, hear, touch, smell, and yes even taste in the spiritual realm. That can mean in the astral dealing with the otherworlds or what’s right here in front of me in this corporeal realm.

You should know I am a Godspouse, spiritspouse, and have spiritual children with these deities and spirits. Sex magik is one of my main forms of magik and while I am open for discussion on such topics I don’t wish to go into too much detail about that. My other forms of magikal practices include necromancy, weather and elemental magick, spells, energy work, herbal and crystal magiks, sigils, deity worship, and music and art magik. I am constantly growing in my craft and so there will be, I’m sure, new growth to come.

I hope you can learn from my victories as well as my misfortunes. Show me respect and I’ll show you the same.

Today, as I write this, it is Yule 2020. To pay my respects I dedicate this post to Odin the Alfather. May this coming year be better than the last and may the Norse Gods bless anyone reading this. Happy witching!