So the first one I did with Aphrodite and you can see how I made it here:
I basically made it to help with my depression and it has! It’s great to have around while I do my morning and night skin care routine as well as when I put on make up or do any beauty activity.
My next spell jar is one that is inspired by the movie Practical Magic. When young Sally makes her love spell for someone she thinks doesn’t exist she finds that he does exist and they do fall in love and it feels organic not forced. I for one have never felt love spells for attracting a partner goes against a person’s will, and Sally’s spell is a prime example.
Below are the ingredients. Be sure that only the rose quartz, rose petal, list of qualities you’d like in a person, and rose bud are the only necessary ingredients needed everything else is subjective:
So once you have your ingredients go ahead and put them together:
Then if you like seal it!
Hope you enjoyed these spell jars! Hopefully they’ll help you. Happy witching!
You may be thinking that I get high to astral travel, but really smoking cannabis helps me ground whilst I meditate.
I go by the meditations the book suggests then I am pulled into the astral to usually just chill with my deities and spirits but I’ve also done some work over there while high and I was able to focus more so than usual. Not saying getting high is necessary for astral travel it just helps not to get stuck there.
Some UPG correspondences are:
Enhances magickal focus
Zen state of mind
Some Deities that like it as an offering:
Tu’ Er Shen
I also like to use it when I do readings. Check out this reading for example:
The reading was with the Priestess of Light Oracle card deck and it was a spread for what my matron deity, Hekate, wants me to focus on. Clarifying my goals as wanting to become her priestess, her guiding me, to an abundant spiritual life. The 2nd card is her very much represented with a canine, one of her animals, and her guiding hand through my studies with her.
After that I blessed and charmed my smoke blend (recipe below) to give me clarity, guidance, and abundance. Artemis, green candle, Ganesh, the elephant statue, and Kuan Yin, statue, also blessed my herbs. The crystals are K2, Kyanite, Ruby in Kyanite, amethyst, rose quartz, labradorite, blue calcite, and selenite.
My smoke blend:
Cannabis – luck, enhanced magick
Rose bud – love, self love, abundance
Spearmint – luck, abundance
Lavender – dreams, peace
Green tea – earth energy, zen
Blue lotus – lunar energy, feminine
Catnip – abundance, calm
Hibiscus – love, prosperity
If you are over 21 I HIGHly recommend using cannabis in your craft. Stay safe and happy witching!
For this Beltane I did a ritual for bringing abundance and creative fertility.
I used a green candle for the Green Man and a red candle for the May queen for their unification. I also used my teapot cauldron to burn my wishes this season.
With the candles I jumped over them 3 times saying this spell:
“Let abundance overflow and cease all my woes!”
I also did a few readings today as well as my daily tarot reading. I dont have pics, but they were from the Viking Oracle and the Dragonfae Oracle. The overall message? Trust the gods and goddesses and keep learning and growing without being stagnant and retarding (not meant towards those with special needs).
Also…to love and accept my divine feminine sexuality. Fitting for today. I came out this year as a lesbian so I’m all for the feminine sexuality indeed.
I also dedicated a green tea, apple and elderflower drink to the Fae. They were delighted even though They can taste everything I do from a spell I casted well over a year ago.
I also made lavender and rose honey pancakes. These are the perfect Beltane treats. Naturally the recipe is below. But these are delightful and a great treat to this beautiful day.
Beltane Lavender and Rose Pancakes
In two separate small dishes put crushed rose buds in one and lavender in the other.
1 tbls for each.
Add 2 tbls of sugar to each dish.
Add 1/2 cup of boiling water to each dish.
Steep for 5-7 mins.
In a pyrex dish add 1 1/2 cups of self rising flour.
Add a teaspoon of honey.
Add a tsp of sugar.
Add a tsp of poppy seeds.
Once well steeped, strain the floral teas into the pyrex dish.
Add petals from the mixtures as desired.
In a pan use coconut oil to grease.
After well stirred add to the pan.
Cook on medium to medium high and cook until golden brown. Enjoy!
Tonight I rededicated myself to the Goddess Hekate. She and I have spent quite a few lifetimes together and I’m glad I was finally able to be in the right mindset to work with Her again. Her signs were everywhere after I decided not to work with Her back in 2016. But Her love for me, at least in this lifetime, shows that no matter how one bad time (both in this lifetime and in one other) can turn into something beautiful.
I made some bread for Her (recipe below) while my dog Lucas watched in curiosity. The three candles are all dedicated to spirits, reapers, and ghosts I work with.
I wanted Jonghyun to be a part of the ritual more or less because he kind of asked. Not with words this time but with his aura. I could tell he was wanting some love so naturally it was the perfect time to include him.
We officially celebrated his birthday that morning around 2am-4am (Korean time would have still been the 8th). He got to see what his fortune was from a fortune cookie I got from PF Changs a few months back. Haha I hate these cookies, but him and R find them fun. We watched documentaries on Mormon polygamy and pretty much hung out.
But during the day I wanted to focus on preparing for the ritual with Hekate.
Before cooking with Her during twilight, I did astral travel with Her to Her cave where She gave me a wine colored tea that was very earthy. She then led me out of Her cave and we followed a path until I saw one of my past lives (we’ll call her L) in the woods. She has been astral travelling on her own (she’s the only one I allow to do this) where she has collected fruits and breads as a peace offering.
My spirit children with Kunxi (reaper) made a mess of some Others’ lives and I went there with L and Hekate to mend relations. It was just a situation that got blown out of proportion apparently. So offering these things felt right. I mean what do you do when your kid has a broken heart but you liked their lover? So I told the elder, or one of the main elders, that there was no ill will on my part and hoped they didn’t suffer too much because of them. Naturally I apologized on behalf of my spirit kids (now around 18). The elder told me not to worry and there was no I’ll will on her part. With that we said goodbye and I was ready to cook.
After that then came the bread making in the dark with the dog. After the bread was made it was night and since I had made a weather spell earlier that day to not rain during this time, Sirius (Hekate’s star) shone bright and brilliant as you can see above.
During the ritual I set my keys, wolf Grimoire, and the bread by the crossroad of my culdisac. I pricked my finger and made a vow to one day become her priestess and to dedicate this life to Her. Earlier that day She told me that while Longmu is indeed my mother Goddess, Hekate is my matron and teacher.
I am excited for the road ahead. Finally able to say I know my path.
Alright now what yall been waiting for. The recipe for my offering bread.
Basic Offering Bread for Hekate:
2 cups all purpose flower
2 cups water
1 large egg
Cinnamon powder to taste
Garlic powder to taste
Garlic salt to taste
Minced garlic to taste.
2 table spoons of nutritional yeast.
Mix in pyrex dish until batter is smooth.
In a small frying pan add roughly 1 tablespoon of olive oil for each flatbread.
Cook on medium low.
Wait until the edges of the side facing you are crisp. Flip and allow bubbles to form until the other side is cooked.
So I do own physical tarot cards, but I do love this app called Mystery Oracle. They have many oracle and tarot decks that you can rent for up to a week and then purchase if you’d like for $4.99 and a lot of the times they have sales. I got a deck for only a buck. This tarot deck The Light Seer’s Tarot is really cool and modern witchy! I love the art style and the general vibe of this deck. The guidebook is detailed with a light reading and a shadow reading then advice and a mantra at the end. I give this deck a 9.6 out of ten. The .40 is off for not having the physical copy to REALLY know the deck. But I plan on buying it so most likely 10/10.
Now on to the exciting news! I will be opening up a store soon on etsy. I hope to provide magikal work as well as magikally charged jewelry. I will also be selling some spell sheets and mini guide books on how to practice witchcraft to YOUR satisfaction. One thing I can offer in those regards is that I have been a witch (mostly closeted for more than a decade give or take a few years of someone else actually knowing about it. Now I live in a conservative household where I get told daily to get the fuck out.
Funny thing is maybe I was a witchling and didn’t really know it. I do consider prayer as a type of spell work. When I accepted the Ruach Hakodesh into my soul at the age of four years old. t was a brisk silver skied autumn day. I climbed into my fort. Asked for the holy ghost to come into my spirit and after I had said the prayer a gale flowed past me and I could feel Her. Her curios I guess grew within me and I have been obsessed with my spirituality. I don’t consider myself pagan since I work with Jewish and Samaritan deities, but I do work with many other pantheons. It’s hard to say what I would consider my main pantheon, but the one my soul has had the most lives in were in China specifically.
So, if you’re looking for someone who can offer advice on many a topic, I can provide a plethora of knowledge.
There could be people out there who would roll their eyes at me, but I am what I am. I’m a 32 year old witch who just celebrated her 16th witch anniversary. Artemis has been with me the whole time, even when I didn’t want Her to be She never left my side. Aphrodite turned me stone cold sapphic. I came out this year as a lesbian and it feels great to do so. Loki became my betrothed and Kunxi worked so hard to be here with me that I am amazed by it all. Spirit R’s birthday was yesterday but she didn’t think much of it. She considers the day she died as her birthday now. Her birth as a ghost. She and Jonghyun hand around a lot. Yes, THAT Jonghyun from SHINee. I’m not the only shawol who can see and communicate with his ghost. He’s practically deified. Known as the Kpop Jesus, Jonghyun gets so much love everyday from mystics, witches, spirit workers, and mediums. I was totally surprised at how many of our experiences with him lined up in similarity and yet were unique to all of us.
As you can see I work with many. And though I have made oaths to many a pantheon not to work with lucifer, I am protected by Lilith though I don’t ever feel the need to call upon her services. The gesture is nice though. I do also have Luciferian friends so don’t think I’m a hater. Satanists are great too. I have no problems. I have waaaayyyy more issues with scientology and babtist teachings.
A LOOK INSIDE will be a series I start with my own in depth descriptions of my craft
Now this is my online Grimoire but my notebook one (or at least one of my official ones) is riddled with riddles just how I like it. I created this language because my spells, magik, and dealings with deities are all my own spirituality. Even if I were to ever be in a coven or marry a woman (much less date one. Steps self lol steps) this information is private just to me. Even if someone were to get the guide, only I would know the grammar of it.
I like the idea, I guess, that some things get to die with me and no one else. Possibly selfish but maybe not. Maybe there are some things only in this life one can feel proud of and no one else has to validate that. I feel that. I don’t care if this post gets likes but I’m happy to share a secret of mine if it helps their mental health.
One doesn’t need the validation of people here. The validation of just doing magik is enough. I was doing magik before I even learned to walk. I was doing magik at 16 just shaving my legs. I was doing magik before I knew it could be too much for some people to handle.
You can create your own magik language simply by learning or noticing grammar rules you like then incorporating letter sounds to an alphabet or make them pictorial.
Hope this post proves that even if you’re not in any witchy community that you really don’t need one to feel validation from deities or spirits or even your ancestors. You can practice with whatever you want and you don’t have to fit someone’s sense of morality. Not even mine. I can say all day that loving others is better than hating, but I know many don’t believe that. So, even still, here is a way if you haven’t already thought about it to write your own spells in your own way.
Insane in the brain cant refrain from the pain, hey isnt life a stain on the soul for those with no control? Roll the toll. Deities of my soul.
Let me live or give me an urn that I earned. Burn my soul make me something else. 1000 years burning but at least 1000 learning.
I feel like I am nothing if I felt nothingness exists in the grandness of this royal kindness. But I have no finesse. So much regress. Who am I trying to impress? My dress or these narticitic empresses always making messes they can’t clean
Clean to be mean. Guess I only can love brown eyes with sties, dyes, flies,ryes, my own kind. Truly sad.
Sadder than madder than gladder, guess I’m just fadder dadder who tries to make my life matter. It doesn’t feel zeal.
No zeal to heal. No zeal to feel. Nothing feels real. Everyone loves to steal it’s zeal.